Thursday, February 3, 2011

:) Today is a new day

Well hello again world,

So far you could say that today has been ok i guess. i though I was gonna have to punch pop in the face or at least leave him on the side of the road somewhere when he started telling me how i should deal with my child today..... but i didnt

yeah ok now idunno what I was gonna say.

Whatever lets hope that todays stays decent!

Peace

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Hi

Hello whoever gives a shit,

I am a 26 year old married woman who just needs a place to vent. I am about to start my second night in a row crying my self to sleep. I am so overwhelmed with life right now that I wish i could throw the kind of temper tantrums my 5 year old throws with out getting in trouble for it!

well I've ever blogged before but I'm friends with my husband and many other family members on facebook and don't feel like hearing shit from them. so... here i am 10:24 at night siting in bed while my moody ass husband is asleep on the floor (by his own choice not mine) ugh! I tell ya be married to a Puerto Rican and his old stubborn hard headed ass father in a tiny ass house would make anyone wanna shoot themselves!!!!!

Its hard trying to raise a princess with the blood of 2 very stubborn people running through her veins when there are 3 people in the house who each think that they know best and no one can agree.... so 2 of them (NOT ME!!) give her whatever she wants without consequences, and wonder why when someone tells her no she throws a fit that could compare to Gangus Khan!!! I mean REALLY?!

I don't know what I'm gonna do when this girl starts school in the fall..... she has the potential to be an angel and usually is, but wow! times like this i think being a single mom has its advantages.... I love my husband and would trade him for the world, i think if we had the option to be out on our own and were, things would be easier parenting and relationship wise.....

I have so much shit bottled up and scrambled in my head i don't know how to go about getting it all out!

Well i guess this will do for now!